The very unwelcome visitor in red turned up today. At least my 5 extra days on death row was cut short. I won't need to go the hospital tomorrow, so again I am spared the extra agony.
I am upset that it didn't work, but I am trying to find the positives in this cycle. I think 'something right' happened and although neither sausage or mash made it, I do feel we have made some progress from last time.
Life seems a bit empty at the moment and I can't get interested in anything, I am going to see Mr A on Thursday to see where we go from here, the strange things is, I'm not even interested in that at the moment. I know it will pass...it will just take some time.
Thanks for all the support.....whether you are waiting, hoping, crying or celebrating, I wish you well.
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Oh Becks! Cycle buddies to the end! I am here with you. I haven't left my bed in two days. But you're right, " 'something right' happened" - I believe that for both of us. We'll get there one day!
I'm so sorry, Becks. I'm glad you are strong enough to find something positive in all of this. Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry!! I am praying for you! This is heartbreaking! I love your attitude!!
I am so sorry Becks. IF is so unfair. I wished so much that this cycle would work for you. I am sending hugs your way.
I'm so so sorry, I really am. I know what you mean about the not caring, and you're right, it will pass. It doesn't make it easier to get through right now though. Not a bit. You sound strong but this is so difficult. Don't be too harsh with yourself, or expect to be able to control your emotions and bounce straight back. You'll get there when you're ready.
I'm thinking of you xx
Becks, I am just so sorry :(
Becks... I'm so so sorry about this cycle. I haven't had much energy to catch up on blogs today but I wanted to see how you were doing? I was really hoping for some good news. And my heart dropped when I read your post. I just don't get it, why some of us have to have it so hard??? Take care of yourself and I think its amazing you can find some positive in all of this. I'll be here cheering you on while we fight this horrible IF journey. Hugs to you.
I am sorry, Becks. I had hoped that this would turn out differently.
Ah man. I am bummed for you. Glad you can find something positive from this cycle. Will be interested to hear what your next plan is.
I'm so sorry, Becks. I'm thinking of you and wish there was some comfort I could offer. This just all seems so cruel and so unfair. And I hope there is some justice for you soon...
thinking of you...
Oh Becks. I am so so sorry for you.
Von.
xoxoxoxox
Oh, Becks. I'm so, so sorry. I'm sending you a thousand hugs.
i'm so sorry. virtual hugs to you. what an amazing attitude you have.
Dammit. I'm thinking of you, from over the ocean. I'm sorry. xo
I am so sorry sweetie, praying for strength for you and hubby to get through this.
Look after yourself. Hugs xxx
Shit. I am so sorry.
Ugh, I am so sorry. You have a great attitude and I know this is going to happen for you. Thinking of you!
I am sorry becks. It's all so unfair. I am thinking of you Sweetie.
I am so sorry this has happened...you are right--something DID go right, and it does shine some hope on all you have been through.
Oh, Becks, I'm so sorry to hear this. So, so sorry. Hugs.
I'm sorry Becks.
I know what you mean about 'something right'. I felt that with my last cycle.
It's going to happen...it just is.
See you Thursday xx
Becks- I am so sorry. Your positive attitude will get you through this. I am praying for you. You are in my thoughts.
I am sorry Becks! I am thinking of you sweetie.....
I know you have heard this a lot already, but I am truly sorry about this.
As women who are in the same position, we share every success and every failure, and treat them like our own.
I hope that the next step holds your dream come true, whatever that step may be.
I'm so sorry that this cycle didn't work for you. My thoughts are with you.
Sending hugs your way.
there's definitely a silver lining behind this cloud. Keep your head up girl. hug! hug!!
Hi Becks,
How are you doing?
Thinking of you.
Thinking of you!! XXOO
Hey there Becks, just checking in on you and want you know that I am thinking of you and truly hope that you are okay. Lots of hugs sweetie xxx
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